The poetess

She speaks with a timid voice
keeps her eyes on the floor
she smiles but hesitates
but when she does
it is a soundless wail

She speaks with a timid voice
from her dry lips
in form of whimpers, the truth escapes

There is a night in her heart
and pain in her soul
her eyes are dry
but emotions moist

She longs for joys
she imagines laughs
No gold can content her
but the warmth of a child

She is innocent
She seems afraid
But is she ?

There is a silence in her words

I fear that silence.

Go away you “Nevermore”

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Worn and weary by the day
as I remember 11th may
held up by the fluttering rap
I heard a familiar tap
while I dreaded in my haven
did I expect a dark raven
casting shadows on the floor
there’s someone at my door

Who? said I in the gray
quivering sound overlay
but making move thereby
and trust me there was no reply
so much that I did deplore
but I expected no Lenore
and I afraid of Nevermore
anxiously waiting at my door

Tis was years and years ago
once I read Edgar poe
while there was I without a clue
the darkness of the night grew
the tapping did not seem to cease
I shook woke my caprice
I flung opened my wooden door

“GO AWAY YOU, NEVER MORE”

Thousand shadows behind

In between the forgotten chords
a new day begins
and it starts all over again
where I left it in tears
I start with a smile

A million smiles away you seem
yet I swam across
and I have come a distance
only when i feel pain
its not good enough

Some thousand shadows behind
in between the road
I stand alone
watching you go

I am so good at being alone
I know it, well
now that you are gone
seasons have passed
and comes the fall
here i begin ….

The painting

(Painting by : Chris Chalk , http://www.chrischalkart.com)

And winds those blew past flowers
i sit empty handed for hours
and false notions not break
those winds kiss my finger nails
from the corners of an aisle
i embellish a smile
and ink weeps on the color
the skies on the open canvas
i paint on and on and on ….

I wonder neath the sky
what a wonderful lie
and i dream till it’s a dream
and illusions i breath
i exhale on the canvas
while clouds conspire to cry
i forge down the eyes
and some hopes forgone
and then i paint
i paint on and on and on …..

AATISH

kis rang de likhaa jazbaat main

kinj likhaan aukaat main

Eh saaye khaure kisdey ne

Ajj din likhaan ke raat main

Laatt ik baldi  hai jigar andar

Aatish mere jazbaat ..

Aatish meri aukaat v hai

Eh saaye v sab mere ne

Ajj din v hai te raat v hai

Hai Aatish mere khhoon andar

Eho Aatish ajj meri zaat v hai..

Milne da chaa saanu !!!!

……

Milne da chaa saanu

unj marji te teri yara

saanu teri yaad da saroor

bahevin bolna te nahi

chete rakh layi zaroor

mainu jeen da sabab mill jaave

tera ki tuttda garoor 

Tainu paun da khiyaal chadd

tere khiyaalan naal laayian 

je tu vasdi en door

bhavein disnaa te nahi

chete rakh layi zaroor

mainu jeen da sabab mill jaave

tera ki tuttda garoor 

Tainu akhian ch rakh

kadey gillian na hon dawaan

koi kita je kasoor

bhavein milna te nahi

chete rakh layi zaroor

mainu jeen da sabab mill jaave

tera ki tuttda garoor 

hauli hauli …

Oston begane inj taan nayi saan
kar hi gayi par,hauli hauli

Unj ta usne marna nayi c
unj mar gayi par, hauli hauli

Kuj din tak ta hassea bathera
akh var gayi par,hauli hauli

Chot laggi te koi ni jarda
jind jar gayi par,hauli hauli

Peen di aadat kad si meri,
Ghar kar gayi par,hauli hauli